Can't afford to die ..
Let alone commit suicide. That's what a friend and I came up with . She was crying I mean really boo hooeying .. and I told her go on and cry they say tears cleanses your soul...
told her to give her's a deluxe car wash!!!! Then put some armor all on her life and keep it pushing .

Today if I ate a bullet sandwich I wouldn't leave nothing but bad credit to my kids .

So I have to be here ... if for no reason other than to torture my creditors...